Super Fantastic Nothings or Somethings

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So, do any of you ever have one of those weeks where you just want to scream and cry like a baby..moody and irritated for no reason at all and want to run away just to sleep for 48 hours straight??... Yea, that sums up my week so far and its only Tuesday!!! After being released from the hospital, I felt super.. I assume the steriods had a lot to do with it but everything felt great! I had energy and was on top of my game! Now I feel like I'm falling apart and almost getting depressed. I'm not typically, I guess you could call it manic, but I am an emotional wreck!! Ahh, sorry about my rant. I wish things would go back to normal, like 100% normal, every aspect of my life. Am Iosing it?!

Well as most of you know by now I was admitted into Riverside last night for MS excasperations(spelling error) and because my brain MRI showed atleast 6 new lesions. Alot of you have asked about what all of this means and instead of becoming a broken record I thought I could share my current story via my awesome blog: ok here it goes.. I was diagnosed with MS 3 years ago. I had numbness and tingling on my right side that traveled from my hand to my waist. I dealt with that from late winter and started treatment in early spring. My nuerologist considered what I had "presumed MS" because it was the only issue I had ever experienced. 3 years later..here I am, it's official, I have had multiple excasperations. So my diagnosis should change. here's the latest. Last Tuesday, I starting to feel very shaky and weak. I couldn't hold anything as little as a pen in my left hand. I honestly wasn't thinking it was MS. It got worse and my left arm started to tingle ...

I had a very difficult start to spring break. Being a mom isn't as easy as some may think or assume. Believe or not, having kids isn't always easier than having what some call a "real" job! Anywho, I needed to get that off my chest. On a side note, my relationship with Jane's dad is unique to say the least. He is currently creating something for her to turn to when she is older and possibly curious about everything from our relationship, his feelings, his family and heritage, and what led us to where we will be in the future. I have also just recently realized how thankful I am for him, because if nothing else he gave me one of the greatest and most unique little girls on the planet. Funny how a bit of maturity and communication from both of us changes everything. So today, I am going to add to my rock list. Kari Dombrowski-Jane's therapist and after today my go to for anxiety and therapy. Sameer Jindal- For giving me a true blessing, I couldn't have...