Super Fantastic Nothings or Somethings

Well as most of you know by now I was admitted into Riverside last night for MS excasperations(spelling error) and because my brain MRI showed atleast 6 new lesions. Alot of you have asked about what all of this means and instead of becoming a broken record I thought I could share my current story via my awesome blog: ok here it goes.. I was diagnosed with MS 3 years ago. I had numbness and tingling on my right side that traveled from my hand to my waist. I dealt with that from late winter and started treatment in early spring. My nuerologist considered what I had "presumed MS" because it was the only issue I had ever experienced. 3 years later..here I am, it's official, I have had multiple excasperations. So my diagnosis should change. here's the latest. Last Tuesday, I starting to feel very shaky and weak. I couldn't hold anything as little as a pen in my left hand. I honestly wasn't thinking it was MS. It got worse and my left arm started to tingle ...

I had a very difficult start to spring break. Being a mom isn't as easy as some may think or assume. Believe or not, having kids isn't always easier than having what some call a "real" job! Anywho, I needed to get that off my chest. On a side note, my relationship with Jane's dad is unique to say the least. He is currently creating something for her to turn to when she is older and possibly curious about everything from our relationship, his feelings, his family and heritage, and what led us to where we will be in the future. I have also just recently realized how thankful I am for him, because if nothing else he gave me one of the greatest and most unique little girls on the planet. Funny how a bit of maturity and communication from both of us changes everything. So today, I am going to add to my rock list. Kari Dombrowski-Jane's therapist and after today my go to for anxiety and therapy. Sameer Jindal- For giving me a true blessing, I couldn't have...

I finally accepted the awesome Twitter trend and joined :) Another way to get new followers on my blog!! YAY if you want to follow me on Twitter.. @EnglishAllison Cannot wait to start, I'm a little Twitter illiterate right now, so who wants to explain how to tweet someone, haha!! Love

This has been a super long week. Long in good and bad ways. So many new roads to travel down but some of them I just can't brag about yet. The blessings come down as the prayers go up...   It's funny how much that song means to you even as an adult.   Well, the beginning of the week was just crazy! Sunday was so perfect and beautiful and then came the crazy storms! It was mostly amazing though to be in the auditorium at Spring Road with some of the people I always assume I will spend eternity with while tornado sirens go off..While we just kept singing his praises! I loved listening to kids get excited to choose the songs out of the song books, and as discouraged as we get as adults, looking to those kids makes everything seem so much easier. The kids at Spring Road are my joy joy joy!  Some of you might not know this but I teach Jr. Worship on Sunday mornings with my fabulous helper Jade . It is sometimes a struggle to make the kids get involved and enthusiastic s...