Super Fantastic Nothings or Somethings

I'm sick on my 2 year anniversary. I was so excited to dress up, wear heels (doesn't happen very often), and gaze into my sweet sweet husbands' eyes at a over priced restaurant. Sadly, that is not going to happen today. I feel like I was ran over by a truck, my throat is throbbing, and I have more snot coming out of my nose than any person should. BLECK! Here is a short blog dedicated my husband. Dearest Ryan, Thank you for waking up early today so I could sleep in. Thank you for always making sure I get rest even though you are lacking on sleep quite a bit. Thank you for working hard with out one little complaint so I can stay home with the children. Thank you for making sure you tell me how beautiful I am when I know, in fact, I  do not feel beautiful at that moment. Thank you for putting our family first and making every decision based on what is best for us. I am looking forward gazing into your eyes while sipping chicken noodle soup. Love Always, Your wife Al

I remember when I used to go out on Saturday nights. I loved dancing until I dropped. I assumed I would always want to do that. It is Saturday night. I'm on my computer blogging while I listen to my 10 month old sleep. I like the security of my house, hanging with my kids watching Nickelodeon and Disney. I don't want to be somewhere else. I don't want to sound like a hypocrite because once in a blue moon I would like a girls night. But I think it's misunderstood. I don't want a go out until the sun comes up GNO , I want dinner and laughter and bonding with females who I can relate to and express things to them that my husband just doesn't get. I found out recently that most of the people I associate with don't want to do that. I did however find out most recently that one friend in particular wants all the same things I do on ANY night of the week.We both prefer lunch with the girls instead of dinner, we prefer to spend Friday nights with our husbands and...

Mary told me her hands were as a clean as a door knob Jane said boys and girls have different body parts because some boys have 1 leg and some girls have 2 legs, some are old and some are little..etc. Jane covered her hair in hand soap, apparently its easier to comb out the knots. At dinner Mary ordered tiramisu for dessert. She hated it and ate a scoop of vanilla icecream. At dinner Jane at Mary's tiramisu, a scoop of vanilla icecream, and my spumoni for dessert. Adeline has the greatest belly laugh, I really need to catch it on video. Ben are banker makes our bank account look a lot friendlier. Ben the banker always gives our dum dum suckers to mom too ;) The Main library is one of my favorite places in Columbus. My kids are sleeping to Christmas kids bop. I love my life.

Something is not missing. This year, 2012 has created so much insight into what I want, what I need, and what I think. This post is super vague I know. I have relationships that I am so grateful for, and each of those are growing and getting better as the current year goes on. I know its only February but at this point, if I haven't attempted to make plans with you for whatever reason. Don't expect me to. I know some people might think I'm talking about them. Trust me, I'm not. This goes out to 1 person. My BFF lives in Japan, so obviously I can't make face to face plans with her. But phone chats and skype are 2 forms of communication I currently cannot live with out. And in the next year or 2, it might be my only means of communicating with everyone I am close to. Who knows right?! I am at a point in my life, a almost perfect point.  Growing spiritually. Falling more in love with my husband everyday.  Understanding what my purpose is and working to improve my...